Just taking a little break from doing homework to just update Blogspot about my news and whatnot ..

Uhm, last week my cousin Kenyatta was found hung in a jail cell.. Odd, considering he only had 20 days left. Would you kill yourself if you had 20 days left of jail? Murder, much?

I have a job. I work at Sparty's. =). I start tomorrow and I am beyond nervous. I`m not so sure how to make some drinks and I have absolutely NO idea how to work the register.. Lol, this is going to suuuuuck, considering that I start at the register, basically. Whompp! I think I`m going to get fired. My work schedule is kind of cute, though. Mondays from 1pm-4pm; Wednesdays from 10am-4pm; and everyone other Sunday 8pm-11:30pm [closing shiiiiift]

Classes are fairly easy, also. I`m not really overwhelmed.. but I`m sure that'll be coming soon.

Idk .. I feel myself getting angrier and angrier about things. I hate it. The people I`m indifferent to don't deserve it. So yeah. =\ I feel bad, and maybe I should just take a break from everyone .. ? Idk, whomp.

I`m stuck between a rock and a hard place when it comes to this relationship shit...

Last time I blogged was almost a month ago. Scary.

I go to school in 6 days. I`m more excited than what words can express.

The only sucky thing is, like always, my family. Wanna know why my dad isn't joining us in EL?

He's taking my little brother to Michigan Adventures, that's why. =|. Yup.

Because getting in the wave pool is more important than seeing me transition into another phase in my life.

I`m getting reeeeally hard to leave this shit roll off my back. After almost 18 years of having to deal with this shit, it doesn't get easier.

I`m almost last, it feels like.

Aah well! When I`m successful, he'll have his hand out.

I`ll give him the voucher for the nursing home. ^_^.

On the 13th my 4 year old cousin Symara was killed in a car accident.

Fucked me up. She was four, for one.

Two, I didn't know her well.

My only memory of lil mama was when she was a baby, and I had gone over their house after going to the eye doctor. She kept trying to snatch the black sunglasses off of my face.

Aaaah, =\.

At least she isn't suffering in this world, you know...

I`m just really ready to start classes.. I`m just not sure how I`m going to pay for all of my books and whatnot. =\. I need a miracle, like now.

I hate struggling.

This shall pass. I just need to start a job right quick.

I need to finish The Soloist so I can regain my social life. Lol.

Toodles.

Blogging from my new Blackberry. I guess it'll give me the will to blog more often! This apartment is actually tres dull. I need to read The Soloist before the 30th but I can't seem to bring myself to do it. Whomp. Errr ... What else is going on .. ? I'm conflicted about a few things, that's about all.. We'll see how they play out in the future.

I'm tired, so this shall become the shortest blog that I've ever put thought into! Goodnight/morning!

^_^

Long time no write, ey?

Idk, I just decided if I didn't have anything positive to share, then I wasn't going to share at all.

For starters, my mom and I have moved into an apartment near downtown. It took me some time to get used to it, but I decided that I just have to adapt, and adapt I have!

Some unfortunate things happened earlier this month, & I just hope everyone can move past them, 'cause I have! Indie don't stay down for too long, you know!

Now, to the smaller things.

I went to AOP at Michigan State. Talk about BORING, but I did pick my classes! I have remedial math, which is expected because I`m horrible at the subject, and because I haven't had a math class in one and a half years. I`m just rusty. I tested into a high French course level but they stuck me in a second semester Freshman French course. I don't mind, as long as I have a French class of some sort! I plan on studying in France or somewhere in Africa. It could come in handy! I have a writing class and a Tennis class, also! There's a course I`m failing to mention, but when I figure it out, I`ll update you!

I have to read The Soloist by August 30th, also. I`ll get to crackin` on that in the morn!

I made some friends also, but eh. We'll see about them.

AH! My summer anthem has been Alright by Ledisi! That song inspires the hell out of me.

In other news, eff my cousins. I don't like them, sans Cousin B. 'cause he da realest nigga livin`. Lmfao, I went there. Besides him, they're all whores. I can't get with that. Nope. I can't even pretend anymore, sooo I`m eliminating them from my life as much as I can!

AH, so I don't have anything else to share, really... so until next time!!

=).