Living Out Loud.

We're hanging in the balanceee. I hate it.

I really wish I could fall back in love with the boy I met at the rink.

I miss him so much. =\

I wish I never fucked up our 'good thing' earlier this year.

I just really want to be happy again.

I want to be happy with you again, but our mistakes have clouded our future.

I want to let go but I put sooo much into our relationship. I don't want to see it ruined.